“The past has very little substance, but it stays close to your heels.” (Unknown) It is human nature to view new relationships in light of previous ones. It’s like putting on sunglasses that are tinted yellow or black. Everything you see has a yellow or black hue. We often view our current relationship through a marriage past marital lens (and family-of-origin lens) that sometimes leads to negative assumptions and expectations.
Sometimes the meaning we ascribe to specific behaviors is also interpreted negatively. If these assumptions are not examined or the lens isn’t taken off, a new marriage can easily be colored by the experiences of the first (or second). That’s why it’s critical that divorced persons take time to resolve the ending of their marriage before jumping into another relationship.
The “Ghost” of Your Marriage Past
I recommend individuals wait at least 3 years before beginning a serious relationship. All too often, however, people rebound from one failed marriage into another. And then they take their tinted glasses with them. When circumstances in the new marriage remind someone of negative events in a previous marriage, the person becomes frightened and reactive. This second barrier to marital oneness in the step family is what I call being haunted by [what can seem to be] the ghost of marriage past.
Terri’s first husband had an affair. She came home one day to discover he had packed his stuff. He then moved in with a woman half his age. The fallout from this rejection was almost more than she could handle. But with the help of a supportive church family, she and her eight-year-old son survived.
Bill made her feel good again. They met through a mutual friend and hit it off right from the start. He listened to her anger, supported her through the custody battle. Plus, he helped her son with his homework. Terri found herself trusting him with more and more of her life.
Changes After Marriage
After the wedding, though, Terri would ask questions if Bill didn’t come home on time. When they talked she shared her thoughts, but not quite everything. She often felt it wise to watch her step and not become too transparent. After all, look what happened last time. When they made love, Terri offered her body to Bill, but not her passion. In other words, she was willing to meet his basic sexual need, but guarding her heart meant never fully joining her soul to his.
A year into the marriage she decided it wise to put money in a secret bank account, just in case anything ever went wrong. Finally, Terri invested much of her time in her son, “because his father hurt him so much.” Terri was haunted, and her marriage was slowly being sabotaged.
Don’s second wife misused money. She continually forgot to record checks in the ledger, charged out the maximum amount on their credit cards, and bounced numerous checks. Even before the divorce, Don’s credit was ruined; he had to borrow money from his parents to buy a car for his third wife, Judy.
Haunted from Your Marriage Past
The first time Judy forgot to record a check in the ledger, Don started sweating. Emotionally he withdrew, and financially he demanded control over the checkbook. Judy was granted an allowance, and all expenditures beyond that had to be pre-approved by him. Taking control seemed to be the only way to prevent another bad situation. But Judy’s resentment over Don’s controlling behavior created a new bad situation.
What’s truly ironic about being haunted by [what may seem to appear to be] the ghost of marriage past and responding out of fear is that you can systematically bring about a self-fulling prophecy. If you treat someone as untrustworthy long enough, he or she may give up trying to win your trust and begin to act untrustworthy. After all, you’re going to respond as if he or she is anyway. What does the person have to lose?
I have a cartoon of a man shouting at his wife as she drives off with her luggage: “Marie, don’t leave me. My ex-wife will think she’s right when she says no one can live with me.” That’s a man who is married to one woman, but emotionally tied to another. In fact, his divided attention has left him unable to meet his current wife’s needs and resulted in a self-fulfilling prophecy. No one can live with him.
Becoming a “Ghost” Buster:
For most remarried partners, treating a current spouse fairly requires becoming a “ghost” buster. You must examine how you have been influenced by your previous relationships. Then strive to adjust your responses to similar circumstances. Recognizing your negative interpretations of the other’s behavior is sometimes difficult. Often a husband or wife will say, “Why are you overreacting to this?” or “Wait a minute. I am not you ex!” When that happens, take some time to reflect.
Examine whether your past is still part of your present. Then replace your reactive behavior with more appropriate responses. You may also have to struggle with matters of forgiveness as difficult emotions and memories come to the surface. Work to take your “ghosts” to the throne of God and lay them down. You’ll never regret leaving them behind.
In addition, admit your “ghosts” to your spouse and enlist help as you fight to change your behavior. Ask your partner to pray for you and compassionately point out when he or she thinks you are being “haunted.” Talk to friends, grieve your past, and grow into your new marriage.
“But I don’t know what else to do,” someone might say. Then ask yourself, “If I had never been hurt before, how would I respond in this situation? If I were to treat you as if you are trustworthy, how would I act?” The answers to these questions are a great start toward how you should act and what you are trying to become.
Marriage is tough under any circumstance. Remarriages all too frequently fall prey to the common issues of escalating conflict over money, sex, and in-laws just like all other marriages. Yet some unique and unforeseen barriers do exist. That’s why step family couples must make their relationship a priority and must work harder—and smarter—at their marriage than anyone else.
The above barriers can quickly or subtly destroy a marriage, especially when they work in concert with one another and compound their impact. For example, why would a wife want to make her husband a priority and risk alienating her children when she is mistrusting? If she’s not sure her husband will be there in two years, why not stick closer to her kids? After all, they’re not going anywhere. Truly, the risk of marriage is vast. But so are the rewards for those who give it all they’ve got.
In dealing with your marriage past, realize:
The challenges to remarriage are real. Gather all your resources, invest in marital enrichment programs, talk with other step family couples, and keep God at the center of your relationship. Your step family is depending on you.
The above article can be found in the book, Smart Stepfamily, The: Seven Steps to a Healthy Family. Ron L. Deal wrote this book and Bethany House published it. This is a really good book that we highly recommend! It weaves together a review of biblical materials, practical insights, and anecdotal stories to educate and support stepfamilies and the clergy who serve them. Ron Deal explodes the myth of the “blended” family as he provides practical, realistic solutions to the issues that stepfamilies face. You can also visit Ron Deal’s web site at Smartstepfamilies.com. This web site has so much helpful information and help for those who are dealing with this area of marriage.
— ALSO —
There are many unseen hurts that can haunt your relationship. The following is an article that discusses these hurts. It then offers ways to combat them. I encourage you to read:
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The ministry of Elevateyourmarriage.com, talks about breaking free from these “ghosts” (in their article, “Ghosts of Relationships Past, in Your Present Marriage”). Here are a few thoughts they give:
“The person is gone, and the situation is over. But “they”, “it” still hovers around our present marriage—like a ghost. It doesn’t take much for the ghost to show up. A certain scent, a phrase, a look, a similar behavior, etc…and a past memory comes flooding back into the picture. From there, a very complicated defense system is enacted from there. Not in response to what is real but to the ghost of what was…
“As long as there are ghosts, presently with us, there is a certain vulnerability existing in our marital interaction. So how do we put the ghost of past relationships to rest so we can enjoy the husband or wife we have today?
Important “Ghost Busters”:
• Confession. We first must confess to ourselves what we are doing. We are looking at the person in front of us, through the lens of the past. And it is unfair. By coming to grips with the ghost, we begin to move it closer to the exit door of our relationship.
• Acknowledge the difference. Ghosts, become comparisons to our present. They are molds that we try to fit our spouse into, based on the past. My ex did the same thing; the last woman I dated, used to say that… There is a point when the wisdom of recognizing similarities of with the past in the present, becomes—unfair. Your spouse may bring to remembrance the past, but they are different. Let your current marriage stand on it’s own. Your wife (Susan) may have similar mannerisms of a past bad relationship (Sherry), but Susan is not Sherry—acknowledge what is different/better? Take note of the positives of what you have.
• Appreciate what you have. As you see positive differences, appreciate what you have. Ghosts have a way of masking what we currently have and why God removed the ghost in the first place.
• Stop looking in the rearview mirror. We can’t move forward in the blessing of the husband or wife we have, while looking back at a ghost of a past relationship. If God has something for us, truly, we can’t miss it. Where you are, is right where God wants you to be at this point in your lives. He brings in and ushers out of our lives, the ones, He knows we need for where He is ultimately taking us. Look forward. Look at God.
In Dealing with “Ghosts” of Your Marriage Past, Prayerfully Realize:
Ghosts, represent more than just the past. They are distortions, figments of imagination, embellishments of what was. QUESTION: Does a ghost from a past relationship impact how you interact with your husband or wife?
— More Thoughts to Prayerfully consider —
Reading the following articles written by Paul Byerly of The-Generous-Husband.com ministry, could also help you deal with this issue:
• Is Your Past Bleeding Into Your Marriage?
• Is HER Past Bleeding Into Your Marriage?
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8 responses to “The “GHOST” Of Marriage Past”
(CANADA) I met a widow who had suddenly lost his wife 2 years prior. We built a new house for us & have been living there for a year. He has been very critical of my divorced status & bragged about what a perfect marriage he had & that they knew how to do things right. When I cleared out his old house I discovered that his marriage was anything but happy. It appears that she was planning a divorce. Her friends & his family have confirmed that is was no bed of roses. His son challenged her will (failed) because he believed his mother had willed him her estate.
He continues with complete denial. He has serious anger issues that are breaking us up. Last week he put up their wedding pictures and early family pictures on our bedroom wall. He buried my good camera in a plant pot because he figured I loved it more than him.
My advice is to be wary of the sad sad story of the widow. Just because you stay married does not mean you have a good marriage. Divorce may be the right thing to do if there is abuse, addiction or total loss of love.
(USA) I appreciate this example of “Ghosts” of Marriage Past. I have been through a divorce with 4 children and remarried rather quickly. Probably too quickly. I have experienced within myself the “Ghosts” from my past marriage and even my husbands past marriage. My husband tells me that I create most of the “Ghosts” myself because I conjure things up in my head and worry too much. This makes me feel like I’m at fault for everything I feel.
He doesn’t seem to let anything bother him and if it does, he doesn’t say anything to me about it. I’m always the one to bring up any issue or feelings on any issues. I see his point on some things, but sometimes I really want to vent. I have a friend I can vent to but she puts negative thoughts in my head by telling me to make sure I’m the one who draws the divorce papers up first because we have a baby together now. I don’t want to be thinking on that level. I want this marriage to work.
My husband and I live in his parent’s home and his mom many times tells me stories about his first wife and even has called me by her name. They were only married for 5 years. We have only been married for 1 year. I usually brush this off but lately I have been fed up. I finally had a talk with his mom about how it made me feel and she has seemed to stop.
I do not have my children living with me, they live with their dad. My husband and I only see them twice a year; for 6 weeks all together. My ex-husband has not caused any problems and is very nice to my husband. I am so happy about this for my children’s sake. My husband is good with my kids when they are with us. I was married to my first husband for 16 years so my children’s ages are 16, 13, 11, and 7. And Like I said before, my husband and I have a baby together.
We moved across the country for a better job for me and to live with his parents so I could get health insurance to have the baby. It’s been so hard the last 6 months but I love my husband and need to practice faith and trust in him more as we have been arguing lately and don’t want to create a self-fullfilling prophecy worrying about things I can do nothing about.
I do not understand why your group advocates Divorce and Remarriage. God’s word is perfectly clear about it. What God has joined together, no one can separate. Regardless of whether or not they go off and get a divorce legally. They are still bound by “one flesh” and this is why there is so much failure and hearbreak and the church is furthering this pain and torment in the lives of families.
Sometimes we don’t have a choice in the matter even after 30 years of marriage and life still goes on. I am thankful for this website that provides tools to allow God to heal us and live in the fullness he designed.
Its good to know what the Bible says about divorce to , I’m not encouraging people to part ways
I’m saying Bible clearly states when a divorce is necessary as was known in the time of Moses
I understand your point and view Stephanie.
Not realistic in a very very fallen world.
Good job, Marriage Missions, this was a great article. Deal with any patterns and improve yourself before you remarry.